Friday, August 29, 2008

Five for Friday

Things that make me happy:
  1. Freschetta pizzas. Just cheese, please.
  2. Knowing that there is more rain coming.
  3. Three day weekends. Woo hoo!
  4. One convention down, one to go.
  5. Starbuck.

Things that make me less than happy:

  1. Weeds in my yard.
  2. Unrelenting heat.
  3. Wrinkled clothes right out of the dryer.
  4. Huge amounts of cat hair all over the house.
  5. The huge mess in my garage.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

"Better Angels"

I want to hope. I desperately want to hope. I have hoped before, and have always been disappointed. And now, Dick Durbin is addressing just that.

Please let me hope again.

Random Thoughts

  1. Isn't every presidential election "historical" by definition? Yeah, I understand the uproar in this case, but still...
  2. I wish that I had a Magic Eraser that could wipe the unclean thoughts of John King in my mind. Heh.
  3. I really need to get Season 1 of BSG on DVD. It makes work so much more fun!
  4. E comes tomorrow. Yay!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Facebook

Too much fun. I can see this becoming an addiction. I should stick to known entities like Battlestar Galactica and eating.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Labor Day Weekend

My sister called me on Monday to tell me that she's coming for Labor Day weekend. My brother-in-law and niece aren't coming because of various scheduling issues. I was stunned. Maybe it will be best if she comes by herself, because that will give us a chance to talk without other distractions.

Now, I just have to get the house picked up. I have an impressive list of small projects that need to be done, and I haven't done a single bloody thing yet. Need to get on it ASAP. Well, maybe later. :)

Saturday, August 23, 2008

This just in...

I just received the Joe Biden text message from the Obama campaign. Is this our version of the 3 a.m. call? And, did they do it at this hour intentionally or because it was leaked a few hours ago? Inquiring minds want to know.

Oh, well. I was hoping for Evan Bayh, but JB is also a good choice.

My own Five for Friday

A friend of mine from Job #1 blogs a "Five for Friday" entry every week. I like the idea, although it's technically no longer Friday. But, I have been kicking the idea around for a few days. I'm going to change the formula a little, though.

Things that I love:
  1. Pimiento Cheese. How could I have lived this long without it?
  2. Yoga. For the first time in a long time, I feel good physically. Hopefully, the mental good will follow shortly.
  3. Fat Tire Amber Ale... finally available in Tennessee!
  4. Fresh tomatoes from the farmer's market.
  5. Crossword puzzles.

Things that I'm not quite so fond of:
  1. Politics. Enough already! November can't come soon enough.
  2. Muscle soreness from too much Yoga/Body Elegance.
  3. My sore jaw from gritting my teeth without realizing that I'm doing it.
  4. A virtually rainless August again this year.
  5. Grocery shopping. But, you know that already.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Mood Swings

Not really "mood swings" in the truest sense, I suppose. Mostly, they've just been down.
  • I cried yet again when Laura Wilkinson made her last dive. I've loved watching her for years, and I'm so proud. She ended on a great note. And then, that damned Coke commercial with "Breathe Me" came on right after. I couldn't help it.
  • Leroy Sievers died last Friday. He was a long-time producer for ABC and Nightline, but I got to "know" him through his My Cancer blog on NPR.com. God bless him. I feel like I've lost a dear friend, but I never actually met him.
  • I'm still trying not to think too hard about my dad. God bless him as well.
  • Another school shooting? This time it was in Knoxville, but thankfully it was only one kid that died. Unbelievable. Why are guns still allowed out in the general public? Oh, yeah. The Constitution. Whatever.
  • I spent $200 at the grocery store today without even trying. So wrong.
Maybe I'll have another beer and just go to bed. Or, better yet, watch more shows about serial killers on Identification Discovery. I love that channel, but it's not exactly uplifting.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Chuck

Monday the 18th was my Father's birthday. He would have been 66.

He died in 2002 after suffering from COPD for years. Because he lived in Arizona, and didn't want to "bother me" with the details, he was very sick for years until I got the call that he was going into hospice care in May '02. We went to Green Valley to spend two weeks with him, but he held on until September 13th. My sister was pregnant at the time, and we're convinced that he waited to die until she had safely given birth to her daughter.

I can't believe that he's gone. We had a very rough relationship until about 5 years before he died. He was a raging alcoholic, but sobered up when I was in high school. I'm just so grateful that he got his act together, but I feel so cheated. We should have had so many years to be together.

I love you, Dad. I miss you every day.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Ow.

Love hurts. It hurts my arms, my legs, my knees, my feet...

In spite of all of the pain, I am going to make a valiant effort to go to Body Elegance tonight. I must do it. Not optional.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Namaste

It's quite well known that I am a very lazy person. The thought of exercise is enough to make me surly. I get nasty if I break a sweat. But, I am in love.

M talked me into going to Groupfit with her last night. It's new here in town, and offers all kinds of classes from Pilates to Spin to Yoga to circuit training. I was skeptical, but I went to a class last night. It was grueling and hot and very sweaty, but I was smitten. One year's membership paid in full later, and I was back in class for Yoga this morning. It blew. Me. Away. Where has this been all of my life?

I have signed up for another Body Elegance class tomorrow night and Yoga again on Friday with M. Who ever would have thunk it?

After I signed my life away last night, M and her friend R and I went to have a celebratory beer. This leopard certainly isn't going to change her spots any time soon.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Amazing Pain

Not a good day today. In fact, it's been quite a bad one. Between the surreal joint pain and the fistula acting up, I haven't been able to sit, stand, type, walk, or do much of anything. Normally, vicodin just handles it, but I feel like I'm in a fog today. I sound like I'm talking from the bottom of a well, and it's entirely too easy for me to stare for long minutes at all of the pretty colors.

I really need to get out of this heat for good. It wouldn't help the fistula, or completely get rid of the joint pain, but it would be a start.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

First Sniffles of the 2008 Olympics

I just saw a commercial of Olympic and Special Olympic Gold Medalists receiving their medals set to Sia's "Breathe Me." Damn it. I normally don't cry until I hear our national anthem for the first time. Stupid Coke.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Hurray!

I love the Olympics. Yes, I'm a complete sap. I will watch them all day and night if allowed. I'm pretty annoyed that they're not on TV right now, and I'm even more annoyed that I volunteered to work tonight so I'll have to Tivo the opening ceremonies. Yay, Olympics!

Disclaimer: I won't watch the track events. They gross me out. All else is good.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Justice

I was more than a little upset when I was let go from my previous publishing sales job last November. It wasn't the biggest publisher, or the most interesting list of titles, but it was good and consistent and viable. The problem was that the Publisher and President was a complete nut job that drove off most of her talent. I was a casualty of "reorganization..." which meant that she wanted to cut payroll and she hired someone to take my place at half the salary.

The woman that originally brought me to this company had worked with me in other capacities and went to great pains to find me once she needed to hire a sales rep. She was demoted (read as "dumped") in a horrible fashion before I was "reorganized," and has been hanging on by the skin of her teeth since then. We, and then she, has had numerous supervisors in the last year and a half and has rode it out like a champ.

I talked to her for quite a while this afternoon, to find out that she has landed a phenomenal position at a great publisher. She's going to be the Director of Trade Sales, and will do a marvelous job. She's so excited, and I'm thrilled for her. After all that she's been through, and all of the inevitable torture that will come over the next few weeks at the hands of a woman that is not only unprofessional but crazy, her reward will come. I can't think of a better person for something great. Knock 'em dead, J!

As bitter and cynical as I can be at some times, this renews my faith in God and mankind. I understand that none of us are meant to have an easy or free ride. There are some people that have been dealt more than their fair share of horrendous stuff and it's so renewing to see that everything clicks for them once in a while. Perhaps God is watching us after all.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Long Week... And It's Not Over Yet!

We had sales meetings yesterday and today. Those damn things wear me out. Although, I must grudgingly admit that it was good for me to meet some people that I hadn't had a chance to meet in person yet. I worked at job # 2 tonight as well.

Today would have been much better had we not gone to a horrendous Southern "smorgasbord" for lunch. I should have just eaten plain lettuce, but I'd bet that even would have been disastrous. I haven't been in that much pain in a while, but I wasn't the only one.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Breakfast of Champions

I don't eat breakfast normally. I'm never hungry until about 10 at the earliest, and eating much before then makes me nauseous. So, the fact that I ate breakfast food before noon as intended is a pretty big deal for me.

I'm completely in love with the new Special K Cinnamon Pecan cereal. It's probably not the healthiest thing in the world, but I can live with that. At least I ate something! Now for some more cherries. Mmmmmm.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Climbing the Mountain

I'm so sad to hear of the people that have died while climbing K2. I don't think that I would ever attempt any summit taller than my stairs, but it's nice to dream about it.

Reports are mixed from everywhere right now. I just feel terrible for the families that have been waiting at home not knowing if their loved ones would come back alive.

Grocery Shopping

I loathe grocery shopping. It's always so expensive, especially now, and the stores are too huge. Main reasons:
  1. I'm not good at clipping coupons. I try, but invariably forget to bring them. Or, I don't have enough time to go through the ones that I have thoroughly.
  2. I always forget something that is actually written on the list, or forget to put something essential on the list. Yes, even if it's on the list, I'll pass it up.
  3. I always forget to bring the reusable bags that are in the trunk of my car. Now I have 7 of them and I think that I've reused them once.
  4. I'm not interested enough to actually shop. I only go in to get what I'm looking for, and never look at the shelves to see what is new. So, I always miss something cool.
  5. If H comes with me, and I try not to let this happen, he throws all kinds of scary things in the cart that I don't even notice until the cashier is scanning it. Although, tonight he was pretty well behaved. And, he argues about coupons.
  6. Kroger is the WORST. The store is dark, filthy, poorly stocked, and even more poorly managed. But, we can get 10 cents off per gallon of gas if we spend $100 in a month. We've gone there for the last few months, but I'm sick to death of it and we went back to Publix anyway.
  7. See? Dammit. I just realized that I forgot to buy a chunk of cheese, even though I was in the cheese aisle for 5 minutes. Crap.
When I first got sick and was living with my mom, I used to pass out in the grocery store. I don't know if it was all the walking around or the stress of being surrounded by so much food, but it always did me in. I'd last for about 5 minutes and have to go wait in the car... even if it was only 5 degrees out. She was just so worried that I wasn't eating that she would buy anything that she thought would tempt me. Interesting, but that hasn't changed much.

Now, I hate going to the grocery store unless I have a buzz. H and I went to Applebee's first. Two beers and a salad later and I tolerated it pretty well. Plus, it only took about half an hour. I'm having Magellan gin on the rocks now to recover from the trauma.

Friday, August 1, 2008

I Really Missed Her

My sister just called to wish me a happy birthday. She talked, pretty much without taking a breath, for an hour and 15 minutes. Not bad for someone that wouldn't return phone calls a few months ago.

We've always had a difficult relationship, but it has been even rougher over the last few years because of some health issues. But, over the course of the last month or so, she seems to have turned the corner and is an entirely different person now. The change has been remarkable, and I'm so grateful.

It's been particularly tough because my mother and her sister are very, very close. We've all watched as E has drawn farther away from me, and has been rough with everyone else. But, the waiting seems to have paid off. I couldn't have asked for a better birthday gift.